KreeMachinE

Is time just where the anxiety lives? A measure of when it wasn't. It wasn't this. I wish it was. Was there a moment? It seemed a miracle. I was them and they were me. Oil on the plate. Am I just spreading? Disperse me to the masses. I am you and you are me. Spilled on the plate. Eat my leftovers. Before I dumped it was a dump. A still beat sitting on glass counter tops. Some transcript of being. Sit alone and chill. Where they are they never were. Put your hat on by yourself. No one should be listening. Throw them stones. Windows break and the hole stays. Let them out of your house. No one keeps you here. Still the glass breaks. Dark room with the glass breaking. Simulating the glass that is breaking. Liquid crystal where the glass broke. Shard against skull. We've seen reality. Where the moving stops. But anxiety pours like yesterday.

What is the point when it doesn't even register? I'm standing at the register. Registered. Purchased and unmeasured. Measured to a ticking that says I'm unfettered. Completely unpleasured. Hoping that I get released from a release that is uninterested. I'm slowly dripping my past in between my toes. Oil squishing. Messy. I shouldn't throw. Up was the first choice I ever knew. Down was the second choice I've only been through. A tiny dot. My dot is this dot. Lots of dots. There is no dot. No thought that was never thought. No dot that was never this dot. Or thought. A combination of dots. Who would have thought? Pointless and

It don't hurt nobody. When it hurt nobody. But nobody hurt? Since settling in the basic and breathing the unfiltered air I became a Doctor of myself unaccredited but more aware. Assigning lines to read by, written by myself. Trust what you are given and you can have whatever's left. Missing a little mess up and cleaner than a bishop. Smile out the side and wink at the knowing mix up. Suns sacred shining sitrep, showing sixes shambling smashed up, smoldering senses, since slip up. Sentences stumbling summoning scriptures. Sitting sullen, sidewalk schoolers, salivating suspect sutures. Supporting scrambled synapses, supple